I don’t know why, but I just can’t get rid of this feeling today. I’m feeling defeated financially, I’m feeling like I will never be pregnant (never mind that fact that I could be right now, yet I still feel this way), and just in other things that J (DH) and I have been dealing with.
We decided to sell my car, posted it on craigslist awhile ago and finally had a guy come look at it on Sunday. He only wanted to do $8500, I mistakenly said $8750 (we’re already going to be taking a loss so I don’t know why I went any lower than $9000). He said he couldn’t do it so I thought that was the end. He ended up calling a couple days ago and said he’d go up to my price. I started panicking yesterday and so wanted J to call him and tell him I changed my mind. This is the first car I’ve really been attached to. It’s a red kia soul and J and I have been on some pretty spectacular road trips in this car. However, if we’re pregnant (testing in 2 days) it’s not big enough for a baby and the pup.
I hate feeling like this. I’m a worrier by nature and have the hardest time giving these things over to God like I should. I have been praying though and I’ve rubbed some release essential oil on so hopefully this feeling will lift soon.
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Praying you will be able to cast it all to him and think on something positive. Hugs!
Thank you Elisha!! Prayers are so appreciated! 🙂
Sometimes I get in these “moods” too. Where it seems like the whole world is just sitting off-kilter and nothing could POSSIBLY go my way.
You aren’t alone, and this will pass. There is a plan in the air for all of us and I cant ever lead myself to believe that God doesn’t grant the deepest wishes in our hearts.
Thank you! As much as I wouldn’t wish this on anyone, it’s nice to know I am not alone in this battle!
Did the feeling subside?
Unfortunately, no.