So far, 2015 has sucked ass! Like it’s by far the worse start to a new year that I have ever had. I can’t even get into what happened this weekend right now. Maybe one day soon I will be brave enough to put it out there, but not right now.
I will say, the grieving process has officially started. I barely slept Friday and was awake at 4am and crying by 5am. I cried most of the way to my hometown to help with the clothing giveaway and then broke down again during the clothing giveaway. Last year, I felt blessed to be helping these people. This year, I just felt broken. I just kept wondering why so many people that aren’t in a good place to really be able to care for their children, get to have so many children. Yet J and I don’t. I will never get it and I know I will never have an answer to this question, but yesterday, it just really, really hurt.
I will admit that Dr. Purser was great but he did not touch on PCOS like I thought he was going too so I will research that myself and let you Ladies know what I find out. I did take a lot of notes though and as soon as I get them organized, I will post them. There was a lot of fantastic info on hormones. I was only there for the afternoon which was the women’s portion. I have the powerpoint packet with the men’s info too, I just haven’t had a chance to look at it and wasn’t able to be there for that portion to hear it.