What am I afraid of? Oh so many things, lol.
1. I’m afraid of being match with a Birth Mom/Family and they change their minds.
2. Losing my Mom, Sisters, Aunt D, Nieces and Nephews, or J (anyone close to me really). I’ve lost all the Men in my life that I was really close with, all in their mid 60’s and all within 4 years of each other (my Uncle and my Dad just under a year apart).
3. Loud noises. This is seriously a huge issue for me and used to be on the level of phobia. I have gotten better in my old age but to this day, if thunder starts cracking, I go and get my Dad’s gun muffs and put them on. Same thing with fireworks if we’re sitting fairly close to them. I hate, hate, hate balloons and immediately get nervous around guns even if they’re supposedly not loaded.
4. Fire. Since I was a young girl, I have feared being in a fire. I don’t know why, but it makes me seriously nervous and I HATE it when J stokes the fireplace right before we leave the house or go to bed.
Okay, I think those are the four major things, but I’m a worry wart and a scaredy cat so I’m sure there are more little things, lol.