Guys…when it comes to the miscarriage, I feel like I’ve been doing pretty good (or in denial). However, in 4 hours and 3 min, it will be March 6th, and I will be 38. And I’m not a Mom and I’m not pregnant anymore and it just hurts.
We are just getting into the adoption process and between that and licensing, I am just so beyond overwhelmed.
My MIL and SIL have put us through hell this last week and it has been just a really crappy birthday week. On top of that, as usual, J’s college alumni basketball tournament is on Saturday and his hometown hs plays the district he teaches in tomorrow night so my weekend is also full of basketball.
When my Mom was 38, my Sister was already out on her own and I was a couple years from graduating hs and here I sit, not even have started.
It just sucks! I’m sorry, I know I’m totally being a debbie downer and I know I have so many wonderful blessings. I really do know that. It’s just that tonight, it’s hurting, a lot and you’re the only ones that truly understand.
Lots of Love~Dawn