Butterflies…

to the point of feeling like I’m going to throw up.  It sounds like they were going to look at ports for Baby S this afternoon.  I so don’t want my hopes to go flying but I’m also having a hard time staying neutral!  From what I’ve heard, they would like to place her Friday so a decision would have to be made by tomorrow I would think.  Hopefully it’s made today, and hopefully, it’s us.

I think we would be the best family for her, but I’m sure all the couples that want her think that, lol.  I feel like J and I’s experience with children and also dealing with foster care should be points in our favor but I don’t know that they even know that we are used to dealing with the foster system now because we weren’t in it when we did our portfolio and I don’t know if our case worker was able to share that info with them.

I’m pretty sure I will cry if we aren’t picked, then again, I’m pretty sure I’ll cry if we are!

xoxo