Birth Mom has changed her mind and decided she wants to try to parent.
Every time I think amazing things are happening, they get taken away. I thought L and R were placed elsewhere to make things easier for when this baby arrived, and now she’s not arriving.
I don’t know what to do with myself and all these emotions. I can’t even throw myself into a physical, mind numbing project because I’m on restrictions for another 4 weeks.
I just don’t know what to do.