Mom guilt…it’s very real even when your child is not on this earth with you. Sunday, August 23rd was our due date and the day came and went without me even remembering what day it was. In fact, I had a fantastic day that day and when I realized it yesterday, I cried. I can’t believe that I didn’t remember what day it was. I should have done something in remembrance of our baby.
Despite feeling guilt right now, I’m also feeling immense gratitude. A friend of mine messaged me this morning asking me to call him when I had 30 seconds. This man is one of the sweetest, kindest men I know and is constantly doing good in our hometown community. Each Fall, he does a Packer board to raise money for Alzheimer’s because his father had it. Today, he asked if he could do a Packer board for us instead this year. Tears of gratitude sprang forth. He put this status up a little bit ago and the response has been wonderful:
Around this time every year, I run a Packer board to raise money for the Alzheimer’s Association, and because of my amazing friends over the last few years we have raised over $8000 for the cause. Don’t know why, but dad and the topic of Alzheimer’s has been on my mind a lot lately. I was thinking about what it is I was going to do this year when I read a post from a friend of mine, Dawn . Dawn and her husband J, have tried everything in their power, including tremendously expensive procedures, to have a family of their own, and it just hasn’t worked for them. Honestly, I know J only from what I read and see on Facebook, but I have known Dawn for years, and I know that, if any 2 people are prepared and deserving to shower the love of a family on a child, it is them.
I am the youngest of 10 kids and I love my parents eternally, and wouldn’t trade being raised by them for anything in this world…all children deserve the opportunity for that kind of love. I know family was important to my dad, and he would support this 100%…and would do whatever he could to help….that is why I am foregoing the Alzheimer’s board this year and directing it toward this cause.
I think J & Dawn deserve the opportunity to show their unending love to a child…and at this point they are faced with a bill of $8500 to continue in the adoption process. I am hoping you will support this years fundraiser, which will benefit not only J & Dawn, but that unknown child that is so deserving of their love.
I am in the process of acquiring prizes for a Packer board that will raise $2500 for this family and will let you know when the $25 squares go on sale. If you know anyone that would like to donate a prize or be part of this, please let me know…MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL!!
God truly does answer prayers in the most spectacular ways!
Lots of Love~Dawn